i uh, i've been away longer than i had intended, but sometimes life throws something at you completely and totally unexpected. something so gut wrenching, you wonder if you will ever be the same again. something that makes you realize that the people you work with are family. and that even though they can piss you off, you will need to lean on them one day. b/c they are the ones that understand the most the pain you are going thru. i'm the lucky one though b/c michael is also a coworker and understands the pain. and i only hope that in these past five days i have been there for all of them as well.
it makes you realize that maybe God and church could do ya some good b/c you are also going to need to lean on Him a little bit more than you ever thought.